sometimes i dun understand what im doing.....
i just simply dun understand myself anymore..
well, it seems like the past did not ever move away but just hidden.... hidden like a demon, always finding ways to breakfree from that jail.. that feeling... its not nice, but its there, i cant do anything to stop it....

posted by soonweng 1:25 AM

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY RUQING

well, 2 more days to prom night. I still dont know where the location and time is. Someone just tell me? Anyway, this few days had been shopping for prom. Did not get much thou, got myself a long pants =)) haha a black leather shoe and of cause a new belt =) haha=)

The sad thing is, I am left with nothing to feed myself. lol, without a job, life cant get any worse than this. No food to eat......

Im thinking about NASI BRIYANI =(


Anyway, i think i better try digging myself some breakfast as well as lunch =)

bye~

posted by soonweng 11:50 AM

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sometimes a hopeless situation gets so hopeless that one start to lose hope, and that tiny beam of light that brings hope seems to get dimm and evemtually block by the obsticles.

the long forgotten pain just return all of a sudden, always thought it had already been gotten over... well i dunno.... i just dunno

posted by soonweng 12:18 AM

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hmm, was doing amath revision just now, so thought of a short update...haha
While doing my revision, i chance upon a bike, well in google of cause. well its so cool, haha
so decided to have a look at its specs, its not quite bad too.

Engine
TYPE: In line 3 cylinders, 4-stroke, liquid cooled , 4 valves per cylinder double overhead camshaft, with balancer shaft
DISPLACEMENT: 899 cc
BORE x STROKE :88 x 49,2 mm
COMPRESSION RATIO: 12,5:1
RATED OUTPUT: 88 kW (120 cv) @ 9500 rpm
MAX. TORQUE: 88 Nm (9 kgm) @ 8000 rpm
FUEL SUPPLY: Electronic injection with three throttle bodies ø53 mm
Exhaust System:With catalytic converter and oxigen sensor
CERTIFICATION: Euro 3
CLUTCH: Wet clutch
GEARBOX: 6 speed
FINAL DRIVE: Chain drive, ratio 16:41

er... okay i dun quite understand the specs -.- but still it still look nice.

ITS NICE =))


hmm, my interest for bikes start to grow =)) so so so nice whooohoooo~

posted by soonweng 4:19 PM

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Well a short update...
I DID BADLY FOR MY PRELIM ....
haha, okay quite bad... haha

Waiting for CCA photo... lol, Class de too.
Last year laio..... left 3 more weeks to the milestone of life.... AM I READY??
I DONT KNOW.... Can i make it?? or Still remain in my own fantasty n world of dreams ??
I hope not... have the heart to start but dun have the strength to persists on...

posted by soonweng 9:17 PM

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Its time to wake up from the dream im having??

Hmm.... haha, well, I dont think im gonna sit down there and wait for something to drop down from
the sky or a miracle to fall on me anymore.
Haha, everyone will start to drop when they stop... I think I have stop enough and start moving....Slow and steady wont win anything now, the only way to win this race is to CHIONG all the way....

posted by soonweng 6:06 PM

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I cant take it anymore, my eyes are burning, brain is getting hotter every single minutes....IT THE PRELIMS !!!!!......

Meaningful:
Its a sin to kill a mockingbird. The mockingbird resembles a person innocence and killing it is a sin. =))

Courage is not a man with a gun but a man starting a fight even though he knows he gonna be lick anyway....

*lick= defeated

posted by soonweng 12:20 AM

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